But I respected that she told me no and was happy to just lay there holding her as she held me. But it felt so very different with her then it did with Scott or any other guy. desi xxx But I respected that she told me no and was happy to just lay there holding her as she held me. I really became withdrawn and didn’t do much of anything with anyone. I think Elizabeth had a harder decision then I had because with her internal injuries from her rape she had to decide if she would be physically limited in what she could do. It was a sunny day outside so it was warm but the water felt cold on my feet. We had a nice lunch together and I told her I was nervous and scared about having a baby. She asked me that same question, did I know what it meant to be a lesbian. It was a cool night but with the blanket
